therapy

I went to see my therepist today, and I went feeling all excited about telling her how good I felt. How good I feel inspite of my suck ass marriage. But afterwards I didnt feel so good. Why is that? I mean I guess I am just solidifying the fact that I have zero relationship with my "husband" and that I am ok with that. THAT does not feel too good. But I am at a much better place with myself than I have been in a few years.