sad

I dont know why allof a sudden Im sad. Hmm, its the day before Easter and he is renting a motorcycle and going for an all day ride with his friends. But why do I even care? I guess things like this just solidify the fact that I have no marriage. Today I have a very heavy heart, havent felt this in a while.

On a lighter note my daughter is home for the weekend from college and I will be with my family for Easter tomorrow.

My marriage is strange, did I mention that he went out last night, friday of course and came home after the bars closed and is sleeping on the couch? It is 8 am I should wake him up so he can go but will I?