Reason

Didn't come home until 330 am, had left at 9 am to go to "work"  or to just escape, not that I blame him for not wanting to hang with me an a Sunday, he was with Jimmy and Sue who probably know everything.  So it is awkward at family gatherings, I dont know who else knows, we have 3 weddings this summer to go to.  My stomach is upset over this today and  I feel the anxiety kicking in too.  I have no one to talk to, my friends are tired of listening, I need to  shit or get off the pot.  The problem is I could just stay on the pot forever or at least until I know I can leave.  Maybe he will leave.  I need to go see a lawyer.  I will call. I am scared shitless.